something to think about ..

especially for me rght now ... Everything Happens for a Reason Sometimes people come into your life and you know right way that they are meant to be there. They serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger. When you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimtes things happen to you and at that time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming these obstacles you would never have realized your poetntial, strength, willpower of heart. Every thin happens for a a reason - Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness or sheer stupidity all occur to lest the limits of the soul. Without these small test, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smooth paved straight flat road, to
nowhere. safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life and successes and downfalls you experience; they are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experiences can be learned from - those are the hardest and probably the most important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart...
forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes... to things that you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciated every moment and take from it all that you can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, actually listen. let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. You can mnake of your life anything you wish. Create your life and go ut and live it. I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as in struggles in life. Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back into the struggle. Author Unknown

I need to follow some of this ... 2013 is going be my year and all the crap from the last 5 months will be over ...fingers crossed .. i never knew someone could hurt me so much by their actions..but i have
decided to take control of what I can control, and forget the rest ...
The main thing is I am happy and my 2 children are too ...so come on 2013 with new adventures for me ... whatever it may be ... and let there be some great ones ...